February 8, 2007
I stare at my computer screen. What am I looking for here? The means to fill the void of theday...I'm guessing. I somehow feel its cold, hard grasp clutching my existence. Armed with the weapons of self-efficacy and pleasurable activity, I enter battle with my
nemesis. He is with accomplice, including my doubt and phobic natures. Work, b o r e d o m, pain,pleasure....they are all here. I don't see any end in sight, however. Truly, this is the epic frontier of my inner-self. Perhaps...perhaps, there still lay land yet undiscovered. Infact, I pray this true, for conquest has laid areas of old in ruin....dry, cr-ack-ed and barren. But, my one secret weapon lays intact for the battles to come. That weapon is faith. My own Humanistic Ideology. I need only lay its foundations, and the rest will take care of itself.
still struggling...
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